Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Classroom intelectuals
Organizational situations explain distant internalization. Why do we split odd into our own realm? Internet resolve and expulsionary expertise concludes loose lies or truths with the lines that guide and the colors that please the eye interviewing oneself and entertaing the idea of living a prestigious life that one may not see as prestige, why? What is the process of explaining the livliness of distrested withdrawl from public relations. What is the resolve and what is the point? Why must I reduce down to a wine sauce made with butter and wine, why can't I be full of so many different spices that you can't determine the base.
Monday, October 12, 2009
Truth in heartache
10/12/09
A long time ago someone told me that when two people are in love, their souls become intertwined. Another time someone told me that when two people are in love there is no need for one to change anything about each other. Sometimes I think I have found love and then it turns out that I'm just not intertwined enough. The lost translations of love between lovers explains why some people leave each other. Other times it just would never have worked and you have no idea what the problems are, can't even explain the problems it is just unexpected and unexplained. I hate that one has to dig through a relationship and then get nothing from it. For it to just deteriorate and crash like I tree falling in the wind. I just need some kind of solid foundation because if I ever had one I would have known. I love to love and hate to hate but when love is faked it makes me hate whatever the reason. I can't take another bullshit lie or waste my time like that anymore. My life is my life in which a girl I love and am bound to love will show herself and intertwine right into my life like a missing piece of a story or puzzle.
11/13/14
I am glad that my outlook was so positive, and that I was unafraid to voice how my thoughts on love were once. These days I am not the same. I believe in the idea of love, it is beautiful. Sometimes I like to think about how wonderful it would be to find someone that just fits me perfectly, but usually that is not the case. I do realize that the possibilities are out there. The only the impossible thing is to go into space without any protective suit or breathing source and live for an extended period of time. I can honestly say that problems in relationships are always there and they have to be worked on, period. You can disregard the issues, and avoid the pain, but it will just lead to more pain and annoyance and deterioration of what we are talking about. So yes, the possibility is out there for someone to weave themselves into my life, or me into theirs, but the probability is low. I accept that, but realize the with every circumstance where it does not work in your favor, the odds increase in your favor. Statistical analysis of love. Unheard of, but I like it.
A long time ago someone told me that when two people are in love, their souls become intertwined. Another time someone told me that when two people are in love there is no need for one to change anything about each other. Sometimes I think I have found love and then it turns out that I'm just not intertwined enough. The lost translations of love between lovers explains why some people leave each other. Other times it just would never have worked and you have no idea what the problems are, can't even explain the problems it is just unexpected and unexplained. I hate that one has to dig through a relationship and then get nothing from it. For it to just deteriorate and crash like I tree falling in the wind. I just need some kind of solid foundation because if I ever had one I would have known. I love to love and hate to hate but when love is faked it makes me hate whatever the reason. I can't take another bullshit lie or waste my time like that anymore. My life is my life in which a girl I love and am bound to love will show herself and intertwine right into my life like a missing piece of a story or puzzle.
11/13/14
I am glad that my outlook was so positive, and that I was unafraid to voice how my thoughts on love were once. These days I am not the same. I believe in the idea of love, it is beautiful. Sometimes I like to think about how wonderful it would be to find someone that just fits me perfectly, but usually that is not the case. I do realize that the possibilities are out there. The only the impossible thing is to go into space without any protective suit or breathing source and live for an extended period of time. I can honestly say that problems in relationships are always there and they have to be worked on, period. You can disregard the issues, and avoid the pain, but it will just lead to more pain and annoyance and deterioration of what we are talking about. So yes, the possibility is out there for someone to weave themselves into my life, or me into theirs, but the probability is low. I accept that, but realize the with every circumstance where it does not work in your favor, the odds increase in your favor. Statistical analysis of love. Unheard of, but I like it.
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